One phone call…

…..is able to make a big impact in your life.

When you are not even expecting it,your phone rings.

Conversation starts

Either to ask how you are doing,good news,bad news,or in this case,really unexpected news

I still remember and will never forget the phone call that changed my life.

“He just passed away” were the last words of the horrific phone call.

My first family death,the person I loved the most,my grandfather

After I hear that,I dropped the phone..

Without even realizing,I was on the floor crying like I never had

I didnt get the chance to say goodbye,I hadnt seen him in years,due to me moving to another country for a long time

I WASN’T THERE FOR HIM

I was not with him just when he needed me

All I can live with is the anger at myself for not being able to do anything.

In just a couple of seconds,my life changed

He was the person I needed with me

Ever since I was little,he was always there for me.

And just when he needed me,I didn’t do anything at all

Now I realize that the quote “You never realize how strong you are until being strong is the only thing left” is very true

Wherever he is,Im sure he is in a better place.

Peaceful,away from all the troubles he faced.

He’ll always be in my heart,and I know hes always looking after me

Take my breath away..

After you left me,life had no meaning

You were the light of my life,

when you left everything went dark.

You decided to move on,making me realize you never actually cared.

I was stupid by thinking you actually loved me.

Now you’ve forgoten of all the promises you ever made.

“I’ll love you forever” was the first broken promise

“I’ll never hurt you” was the second one,when you actually had me in depression

I could keep going with this list,but I’ll never finish it

Now the girl you left me for has been using you all along

You think she is your everything

Same thing I used to think about you..

When she leaves you,you’ll finally realize how I truely loved you

And when you ask for another chance,I wont be there for you anymore

As I’ll be in heaven,thanks to you for taking my breath away……